02/07/2013 –
Tuesday
How many years has it been since we had a
friendly conversation by the table in the Prefect room about your house’s
address?
Do you remember when you sprayed water at
me with a water gun behind/beside the school’s stage during Kem Ketua Kelas? I wasn’t being emo then, I
just didn’t want to look like a fool in front of you. After all, I’ve always been a fool, even till now. I wanted to play with you, splash you back and mess with your hair but I didn't. So I just ended up sitting there staring at you as you spray spray, waiting for reaction.
I miss the days when we texted day and
night. You was on holiday waiting for your next phase of life while I’ve just
started my high school life. I miss Skyping with you till late night, miss the
days you comfort and accompany me when I was facing dengue fever. I treasure
the days when you share your stories with me, it made me feel like I’m part of
your life and you trust me. I know it’s ridiculous,
I know it sounds childish and I know it’s deserved to get a ‘so?’ for a reply
but I miss everything about you. Won’t you please at least clear my confusions
of your silent absence?
The silly things I do~
My sweetest memory with you was on
10/06/2012. It was our first time going out together. Ice skating, archery, had
the miserable plate of pasta and watch Snow White and the Huntsman together. I remember,
parts and partial of it but sadly not in detailed. In the bus, I was left
speechless because looking at you, recalled the bitter memories of my regret. The
saddest memory for that day was when you went home without even glancing back
once. I stood there waiting for you to enter the house before leaving.
Where did you go? What does it mean? Did I
unintentionally break a promise? Why? Please answer me and not brush me off
like a stranger.
I’m
lost.
It’s
cold.
Why?
I forgot to ask…
Li Hung…how
are you? J
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