Happy/Neutral/Sad New Year 2012~

Let's take a new step into the new year. :)

2012 have arrived!!! Are you all ready to take up the new year yet?

Ready or not here it comes~ =_=

Sigh....2011 WAS a year of memories to me,

Beloved Memories,

And apparently, my question is...

Is this going to be a Happy New Year or Sad New Year?

I have to take a brave new step into a new year and a new life. :)

As i've transferred to a new place, almost everything have changed for me.

Anyways, i do have resolutions for the new year~

1. Be a more advanced person as in know more things, stronger, smarter and all other aspects.

2. Be a better person as in more kind, less rude and everything~

3. Find a part-time job, learn some new things and get some experience of working.

4. Find a girlfriend >_< (joking only).....(or is it?) :P

So anyways, wish you all good luck in 2012!!!

Best wishes to all of you and Bless all of you!!! 

For the first time, in my story....

My silent story that i held back.

It was almost a year ago since things started to change for me, many things happened before it.

 I've known her for 3 years but only knew her for 2 years, if you get what i mean.

We were prefects, same tuition, this that this that and bla bla bla more things happened. 

Anyways, then one day, i just suddenly had some feelings for her, not much though.

It eventually started to grow in me.... Looking at her smiling and laughing was so sweet.....

It's like, it can just melt my heart and make me smile.

Then there was this time, when i was erm... playing with her?

She wanted who my crush was, so in return she have to do me a favor.

My request for a few months was, she has to take off her glasses whenever i wanted to.

Coz she looks amazing when she smiles or laughs without her glasses, i always get the feeling of being stunned in a good way when i see it. (rarely happens)

At the end of the deal, i never did as for my request.

But still i have to give in my answer.

I told her 'I like you'. (I think it was my first time ever confessing to a girl)

As her reply, 'I don't believe you'.

She told me, that i was always lying to her... fooling with her...

Oh well, then the whole thing just died and continues until this year. 

As result, the end of this year 2011, was the end of our story. 

The Best Single?

Beat this :P

Recently i've started playing this 'Yahoo Answers' out of boredom.

At first, i was just asking for some of my own issues. (Looking for part-time job issue)

Then i found out advicing others about their love and dating issue seems fun.

So i started searching and searching, then keep on advice advice on the questions that are short as i'm lazy to read the freakin long ones.

Surprisingly, the feedback was quite good, some of the 'poster's chose my answer as the best answer of their question. Some i answered seriously, some i just answered randomly.

Anyways, what they don't know is that i'm a 16 year old guy that have been single all along.

HAHAHA!!! Feels so epic doing that~ :P

Unrelated case

Everytime i go out walking alone in the malls or anywhere, i seriously still get annoyed looking at other lovey dovey. 

Damn, i look at myself and ask myself, do i even want a girl to love or a girl to love me?

But my bigger question is, can i even get the girl that i like?

This is a screwed up world. :) 

Path Of Destiny?

Notice Teddie actually have a tail?

A step for the future, is always such a scary and risky choice.

I've been thinking, every little step i take will affect my future.

It's like those shows when every little thing you do will change their future.

Well, it's almost the same for me.

For example, next year is form 4 for me.

Choosing which subjects to take will also affect my further education wad~

Fufufu, so i might as well take both paths and see which one is better. :P

Hating My Life

Ever Feel Like Running Away?

Dammit, do this, do that,

Do it faster, GO GO GO!!

The 'thing'(anything), the 'thing'(anything), the 'thing'(anything) also dunno?!

What the heck you doing?!?!

Do it like a man lah!!! Why you do it like a lady?!

Eh, sweep the floor.

OMG!!! Teddie!!! What are you doing?!

Put my thing back properly lah!!! Do a little thing also noisy noisy there?!

Eh!!!I slap you ah!! You better shut up and do what i say or else i Whack you!!!

FML = Fuck My Life

Damn, my parents just loovveee bossing my around especially my OLD MAN!!!

Two bloody elder sisters and i end up having to do almost all the CHORES!!!

One frickin sister just knows how to spend their cash, another one just whines alot, while i'm the most independent one who usually hides himself in the internet!!!

Damn larh, this old man.

Always rushing for everything when there isn't a need to RUSH!

Scold loudly for any single MINOR mistake!!!

Even saying odd words and expecting me to understand his language, i still get scolded!!

Likes to boast, exaggerate and scold.

Dislikes to admit, appreciate and listen.

I had a bad day today working on the new house with him.

Obviously, i was forced, if i were to object, i'd get whacked upside down.

Our task was just a simple matter, fixing some locks on the doors of the house.

Everything i had to pack up for him and tidy everything for him to work.

He kept complaining about why all the equipments so low quality and everything.

He loses a screw or something and i will end up getting blamed.

I even offered to buy lunch for him during lunch, and he was complaining me, saying he haven't complained he was hungry and i'm already complaining that i'm hungry.

What the heck?! I never said i was hungry?! I just said 'want me go buy lunch for the two of us?'

In the end when all the work is done, i packed up everything and ready to leave.

I left his 'gearbox'(drills and other tools) in the living room. (Supposed in storeroom)

The house was practically empty as we haven't actually moved in yet, so i couldn't careless about it.

And there the old man goes 'WHY I CALL YOU DO LITTLE THINGS ALSO WHINING WHINING  THERE?! 

So i got fed up of my day and said 'JUST LEAVE IT THERE LARH!!! NO HARM ALSO?!'

Old Man = 'YOU TALK MORE I WILL SLAP YOUR FACE, YOU STUPID SON!!!'

Me = 'OK OK!!! SHUT UP!!! I'LL DO IT ALREADY!!!'

Fuck up everything, quickly pack my stuff and ran off trying to get myself lost.

That's what i meant running to escape everything.

I wander around the whole area and ended up around a housing area that's quite far from where i was.

I was thinking of waiting till it gets dark to get everyone worried.

But because of my ever independence, they thought i took a bus and went back home. 

Screw that ==, so i took my mom's ride home(they dunno anything, they thought i was just looking at houses)

Got home, and asked mom to do some errands 'WITH' me ~

Then she keep saying she no time and busy need find money.

I think i'm gonna go do whatever i like next time, and when they start complaining.

I'll just say 'You go find money larh, i busy need take care of myself~'

Determined Teddie

I just want you to know, i will fight with all my will for you.
Your everything to me.

Festive's Greetings

Hm.... it's almost the end of 2011...
Time flew so fast and it's almost Christmas!!!
Can't believe it!!!
Why must time past so fast, my boring holidays are shrinking. :'(

But most important, what's my wish for Christmas hm.....
All i can think of through out the whole 2 months, is her....
I can't stop thinking of her....
It feels as if my wish for Christmas is to be with her....

Christmas should be a merry day, but it feels like a sad occasion to me this year.....
It shows the beginning of our parted ways...
The beginning of...... trying to forget about you....

Old school memories~

My Kindergarten, it's more of a private mandarin kindergarten then a government kindergarten.

The school that i 'thought' i was going to go into during my kindergarten time. 

The helicopter, i always 'thought' i could play in it when i go to primary school.

Unfortunately, i didn't have the chance >_<

 This would be the sickening primary school that I was 'stuck' in.

LOL, i used to always pluck these and throw them at other people. (Though it used to be little green ones)

My playground, literally, everyday during recess, me and a bunch of guys would play tag here.

Too bored today~

Decided to go find something for my blog.

So i chose to go visit my previous schools~

From the top, was the school when all my embarrassing and hated memories that happened.

As in, acting like a boss owning the whole class including the teachers =_=

Cry over every little small matters.

Hate the girls in school

And so on.... =_=

Anyways, when i was 6 going to 7.

I remember i kept saying that i'm going to SJK (C) Chi Hwa (the 2nd picture above) for my primary education.

I had no idea of what so ever that time~

All of my 'friends' were going to that school except for me.

The teacher asked us which school are we going to and i kept replying 'CHI HWA CHI HWA'!!!

Then she's like, "your mom told me your going to some school called St. Monica".

Stunned O.O....

Anyways, bla bla bla and i'm in my 'first' secondary school SMJK Tiong Hua.

In my first year, one of my friend told me about her problem with her best friend.

What i remembered was... she and some other friends planned to go back to SJK (C) Chi Hwa for a visit.

My friend's dad suddenly disagrees her going for the visit, she forgot that someone was waiting for her.

My friend's phone was unavailable, so when her best friend called, she thought she was being ignored~

Her friend waited and waited for about 2 hours if i'm not mistaken...

Then i thought of myself.... how would i be if i was from that school....

But instead i went to some crappy school called St. Monica =_=

Hated my life there...

The Park of Grandview, wasted land of potentials 

On top of the hill.

It feels so good looking up at that water storage tank.

In an unrelated situation.

While i was walking around my old kindergarten, i had a sudden thought of her.....

I just remembered my friend, a guy says her house is just right beside him.

I tried to find his house as if i could find his house, i could find her house.

But to no avail.... i failed ....

It feels so crazy knowing i won't see her... but i still walk around the houses, heart beating fast, hoping to see her...

Saw this while i walking, LOL, must be some genius who made this poster~

Sad Teddie....

It's been over a week since i went back home for holiday~
I haven't meet any of my friends except for one schoolmate+gaming buddy,
Though i hope i don't meet anyone, anymore because it will be awkward for me...
We're so close, yet so far...
I'm growing more and more desperate, more and more sad, yearn more and more for ......
I want to see her...
I want to hear her voice....
Most of all, i want to see her smiling ..... :'(

Despite all of that, time please quickly pass and let me go back KL without any awkward meetings!!!!