Insanity....

I have nothing more to say nor ask except for...... Who is that girl....?
I looked back into my previous years pictures of my friends and me.
All of them looked familiar to me except for her.
I kept looking again and again... i know that girl for years...
and yet i don't know who that girl is already.

I focus harder, looking at that girl in those pictures...
All i can think was.... who is she?
Why have i not seen her before?

Questions marks were circling around my mind...
I knew her since form 1... but how could i not recognize her anymore?!
How is this even possible?
Friendship for 4 years and yet i'm still asking that question?

This is simply ridiculous....
Have all those months of missing her made me gone crazy?
Have i gone crazy?
Have i thought of her too much, dream of her so many times until i couldn't recognize her anymore?

I really don't understand.
Have you changed or is it just me?

Who are you....? 

Water Drips.....

 Water Dripping from Pipe.

 The pipe is rusted and has leakage. 

 Unfortunately you won't be able to see the pipe.

 Can't help it, this is the best i could take~

Random Picture of My School's Garden.

I'm an awkward, different and weird guy. 

I know that but why do i say so? O.o

I love to take pictures like these.... the water droplets. 

They seem like such quiet and peaceful things.... (You probably won't understand)

When your alone with no sound, all you want to hear is just it's 'tick tick tick' sound.

I don't know why, but i even love how the water flows out~

It's a broken pipe that causes the water to flow out in a rather unusual way... causing a nice texture 

Best part would be the individual drips.... where you can see just one bubble-like water dripping.

I was actually hoping to catch the water when it splashes on the ground but it kinda wet my camera lenses. 

So i decided not to do it. >_>

Hm....so my extra curriculum activities are about to end soon.

This week is already the end for my Photography Club for the rest of the year. :(

Last week was already the end for my Football Club for the rest of the year too. (Don't really care since i don't bother playing it)

I guess it's about time, the school gets down and serious into our studies. >_<

The PMR students this year is about to have their trial in few months.

That goes the same for SPM students...though a bit later~

For me, i guess i can relax for a while since there are only monthly test coming. :P

This mid-term's exam results is..... H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E. :D

Though i don't really care since i'm not the 'studious' type of guy and i'm only aiming for SPM.

Which is next year~

Enjoying my form 4 life while getting decent grades is what i'm planning to do for the rest of the year. :3

Screw me for being lazy? Hahahaha~

Anyways, i got to ride my motorbike to school already!!! ^_^

I guess my father gave me his approval after seeing me ride my motorbike to work.

Then he escorted me to school for like 2 days,

That was about 2 weeks ago if i'm not mistaken... :/

Can't remember =_=

Everyone kept asking me about the motor.

The clutch, when i got my license, the price and some other stuff.

Some random dude (Friend of my classmate) kept asking me about 'Manual Motorbikes!' (With Clutch)

Because he rides an 'Auto Motorbike' (Without Clutch).

These few days....i don't know why...

but i suddenly keep dreaming of a dear friend of mine again.

Daylight, i never given a single thought.

She just manages to pop into my dreams... 

I want to forget, act that nothing have happen before....

She gave me so much to remember, how could my conscious simply forget moments that touched my heart?

My mind have already accepted the fact that i can forget about her already.

On the other hand, my soul still wants to hold on to false hopes and dreams...

My questions is....

What am i thinking?

and...

What do i want? 

Here's a short 'movie' starring Nigahiga who is quite a popular video blogger of Youtube.

Recently i'm short of inspirations or ideas for new posts so i found this clip very funny and awesome.

Usually, videos like these only last for about 5-10 mins. So i was kinda surprised this one lasted for about 30mins +.

Anyways, hope you enjoy it. :3

High School....Cherish Them... :)

Here it is. My 2012 Class Picture

Changed from A class to D class and this is what i got. :D

4 Dedikasi = 4 Dedication.

Hm.... so the group of 4 people including me that i sit and chat with everyday would be....

The two guys on the bottom row holding their hands up (from left to right) (Phang and Joel)

One more guy would the one on the top wearing glasses beside the indian guy holding the tag (Irvin)

Well....These 3 guys are the first ones i met when i changed class.

By the way...this is not the complete family members of 4 Dedikasi.

There are few other people who didn't attend school on that day.

This class...their education standard.... Let's just say their english subjects are the same level (some higher some lower) as me. 

That means their actually bright students, it's just that their malay are not as strong as their english.

That's pretty much the problem.

Hm....the people in this class is ....playful, hardworking at time, friendly and some other stuff larh. 

Almost all of us are lazy, including me, but who cares!!! :D

Anyways, i've been in this class for about 2 to 3 months already.

I must say i enjoyed this class much better than the A class as competition is high there...the teachers are stricter... some of the students are more snobbish and insulting just because their smarter.

For my class, we insult each other for no reason yet we don't feel insulted. :D

It feels like my previous class back in my hometown...

Everyone is noisy.

Everyone doesn't rank each other by grades~

Some quiet students here and there.

Feels more of my type of class. :D

Oh well, i'm too lazy to elaborate any further but all i have left to say is...

I hope the coming days, weeks, months and year will be fun as ever until we graduate! :D 

First Date

My friend promised to go on a date with me one day.
So i decided to use it by today.

During the weekdays, i just kinda planned everything.
Transportation.
Activities.
I even calculated the estimated cost of the whole thing. :P

Anyways, for today...
I was supposed to take several bus to reach her house.
But my parents drove me to Asia Jaya LRT station which saves me a lot of time and effort.
(The station is near to her house)

Took a bus from the station and head to her house~
When i picked her up, we took a taxi to Sunway Pyramid!!!
The 4th biggest shopping mall in the world i think~
It cost me about RM15 which is still affordable~

Our first activity....
ICE SKATING!!! :D
The best time for ice skating in Sunway Pyramid is early in the morning.
We reached there about 9.30 a.m....
Played for about 2 hours.
Came out to buy tickets for a movie 'Snow White and the Huntsman'.

Window shopping a little~ (never bought anything)
Then head to 'Full House' for lunch.
I thought 'Full House' is usually full so i reserved seats during weekdays. (Went there to eat several times and is usually crowded)
But when we reached there.... so damn many space... (I think they less popular already)

Well, not like i care, none of my business.
Watched the movie...there was a couple snuggling to each other right beside us... ==....
I was looking at myself thinking..... "i feel so pathetic".... ==...

Movie ended, bought some dessert and went out to bring her home.
Dropped her off at my house..
I was actually debating with myself to take bus or taxi to get back home.

I decided to take taxi.

I can't believe.... that most of the taxi i saw was hired...
Most of all, i can't believe i keep missing the taxis that aren't hired!!!
WHAT THE MIAO!!!
WHY DID I KEEP MISSING THEM?!

Luckily a familiar bus came by... owh my gosh..saved my time...
Took a bus to 'Hilton Hotel' (near Asia Jaya LRT Station)
Then took an even more familiar bus 'U63' back home...

Hm...yeap...guess that's the end of my very first date >_<
Oh yeah...by the way, i posted a random picture because she didn't allow me to take any pictures... ==....

Growth

hm.... i can't believe i'm actually 16 already this year~
Form 4 student going to be a Form 5/SPM student next year.
It feels as if time flew by for me...

Unnoticed, unknowingly .... i grew~
I felt i've grow a lot.... compared to when i was young
Studying new subjects that are way my level,  '
Riding a motorcycle,
Bringing my relationships to another level,
Working,
and so on~
Though i guess i still have a lot of childish attitude~ :P

Looking back when i was kid....
I was the most annoying, naughty, rebellious, uncontrollable, noisy kid.... and anything bad you can think of a kid...
Even when i was kindergarten, i already started arguing with the teachers over simple matter!!!
When i turned 7, i made a part-time tuition teacher cry making her wanting to quit her job >_<
When i was in primary school, i keep getting 'rotan' (caning) from the teachers because of disciplinary problems...
Not caring a thing in the world except for 'FUN'.
How messed up those times were.....

Then i turned 13, i started secondary school...
Thing started changing slowly from there~
I studied hard and properly,
I became a prefect for the school,
I joined voluntary activities,
I did almost everything a good student would do~ :)
Meeting many new friends and growing with them for 3 whole years~
Falling in love and understanding more things...
Slowly learning more and more~ :)

Turned 16 this year~
Changed school twice,
made even more new friends,
so many different people with different attitudes, personalities and interest.

But for some reason,

I just feel like i want to stop growing at some age~
Don't know why...
I just want to~ :)
I don't want to be corrupted....
The more i grow...the more i see the world is actually really ugly...
Worries for the future...
Pressure...
Time...
Everything is getting harder
and
less.... :/....

Don't you think so too? O.o