Chinese Language

The problem of not knowing the mandarin language.

Well there was a problem i've faced during my last three years with her.

One of our problems? The language usage.

I'm an english educated guy and she's a chinese educated girl.

So naturally, once we speak, i use english and she uses chinese.

As for the rest of my class, their mostly chinese educated as it was more of a chinese school.

One of my past posts have the reasons why i'm english educated :

http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/12/old-school-memories.html

So anyways, every time when 'they' take their chinese exams or tests, obviously i'll feel left out instead of happy not having the need to take an extra subject.

It's hard to communicate with her sometimes as she tends to use her 'higher-class chinese' which i couldn't understand.

I'm a chinese and yes i do know how to listen and speak in chinese but just the simple words and sentences.

So in the end, i seriously regret not able to learn chinese =_=.

By the way, i'm old already so it's not easy learning another new 'LANGUAGE'.

Sigh.... i probably would have dated her by now if i was chinese-educated from start >_< (joke joke).

Cheating Injuries?!

Ever heard of the phrase cheating death?

Well it means escaping from being dead.

But anyways, in my case.

I think i just cheated injuries that is rather unpredictable. O.O

Well here's what i mean :

 Ever seen a fan with 2 blades?

Well here's the third blade. 

I've bought this 'baby fan' about a month ago when i moved into my new house,

It's actually quite stylish as you can see and it is rather fitting for a room.

So what happened? How did i cheated injury?

I was heading a rather minor headache so i seriously needed to lie down on my bed.

After finish bathing, i'll feel really really hot.

I went into my room and maxed the fan's speed (first time max)

Then suddenly there was this huge 'CLANK' sound,

Obviously anyone would look above~

The fan was shaking violently like it's unscrewed.

I quickly off the fan and went out of the room to tell my family members.

(Blade was still intact to the fan)

But when i came back into the room,

The blade was on my desk. O.O

(Blade flew off to the desk)

So if i were to stay in my room....and unluckily stayed somewhere unsafe....something would have happened to me. O.O

Omg.... so epic lol.... >_<

Teddie is Busy?!

 Go school.

 Study.

 Go back home.

Homework + Revision.

Sigh..... Form 4 life in my new school is horrible~

I'm so busy that i sacrificed my gaming sessions and so on....

Reasons?

I'm in a class with a seriously bunch of smart people : Competition

I'm taking up Science Stream : Don't want to get low marks and lose face.

New School : Showing my standards 

Tons of homework : Well something that's compulsory to finish.

New subjects : Got to revise more....

New environment : Pressure of difference

Co-curriculum + Prefect : I'm gonna own the school (own interest) :P

So my recent 'no post' it's because of the school reopen which occupied all my time :'(.

Chinese New Year faster arrive!!!!!

(We have holidays on CNY) 

Your Annoyed?

 Message Ringtone

 Me watching tv

 Message From Junior

Me being insulted

What a strange person =_=

There's this junior of mine that looks for me to chat with her when she's bored from time to time,

Every time i chat with her nicely and everything, in the end, it feels as if she's trying to get rid of me,

She always ends up not want to chat with me and calls me annoying instead.

Then what's the point of looking for me to chat with when you think i'm annoying?

Meaningless =_=

I shouldn't treat her so nicely next time. 

Desperation.

Teddie chases after 'her' desperately.

When i was about to forget about 'her', my afternoon nap just sabotages my plan.

I had a dream about 'her'.... again....

This dream was a little odd as usual.

She was trapped in a huge bubble floating near the beach, sleeping soundly......

When i saw her floating in the sky, my heart started beating like crazy....

I just ran as hard as i could trying to catch that bubble.... But 'she' was just too far and high up...

I screamed her name continuously like mad as i was chasing her (in my dreams)

My heart in real life just keeps on beating faster and faster as i was losing her.

In the end, i woke up when i was still chasing her...

Awake, my heart was in pain.

I almost lost control over myself, my feelings all messed up.

My mind wanted to find her so so much, text her, mail her, call her, anything....

I miss her so so much, i felt like telling her that, i want to at least confess to her so much.

Whatever the results, i just want to do what i felt like doing.

No, I must stay strong....

The real life story was obviously more different than this.

You can check out my previous post below for the story. 

http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/10/everlasting-memories.html

Conclusion of my dream...... what's the conclusion???

I miss her a lot and i should keep thinking of her?

She misses me? impossible...

We're never meant to meet in the first place?

I'm so confused.....

Teddie Returns to School. :P

Teddie finally goes back to school.

After 3 months of suffering from holiday and being away from 'her', it's finally time to kick start my new life as a Higher Level student in the school . :P 

16 years old this year and already in Form 4. :)

I realized form 4 would be like a different world from Form 3, but i didn't realize it would be that big of a difference!!!

Gosh!!! Just started off with the introductions of the new subjects and my spirits are already half-dead!!!

What's more, i keep thinking of how is 'she' doing in my previous school!!

@.@, i feel like quitting at the start of the year, everything just looks so scary and difficult~

It's like i went into school with high spirits and came out with half-dead spirits O.O

So you should be able to imagine how bad life is currently working out for me.... o.o

New subjects such as chemistry, biology, physics and add maths are killer.

Older subjects have advanced and became more annoying.

The most saddest thing is that i keep looking back at the past.

When study in class, think of her in class.

When study in chemistry lab, think of her in chemistry lab.

Walk to canteen, think of her walking to canteen.

See one or two pretty girls, think of how much more pretty she is.

Think of how noisy my class is, think of how much noisier my previous class is and her laughing in class.

Walking back home, think of her walking to her mom's car.

Hopefully, year 2012 would be an enjoyable year. T_T