Sleeping Habits

Here's my problem, i seriously have odd sleeping habits.
Every night when i go to bed, i'll be either hugging my pillow or bolster.
But when i wake up, it will  be on the ground next to me and my blanket will sometimes fall off too.
I won't realize it until it's around morning when  i feel like somethings missing.

There was this time when i had a camp.
Alright, i sleep next to few other juniors of mine in my sleeping bed.
But when i wake up around midnight or so, i found myself further off down from them.
I'm like.... why the heck is my slippers on top of me instead of beside me??

My friends were like....wow...how the heck did you sleep?
One of the guys was, i tot you were sleeping next to me then i found out your near my feet.

For your information, i seriously have no idea what or how i do every single day.
That's why this is a seriously odd sleeping habit. >_<

First Senior....

This post i dedicate to you. :) Hope you'll try to understand. I'll give you a full explanation.

So recently, there's this girl who's my senior. Yeah... she kinda asked me the same question she asked me few months back. What happened was, i deleted her.

Personally, i've never agreed to a relationship where the boy is the younger person whereas the girl is the elder one. Despite that, i'm gonna tell you something of my past... another girl who i've had 'interest' before. (Not 'her)

Truthfully, i've never had any interest in her before in any ways as she's my senior and ordinary friend. Then little by little, i tend to took notice of her and got interested... She is quite a short girl, cute, have this kitty mouth when she smiles and most of all an interesting person. What got me interested was obviously her special personality, there's this... cold but yet warm feeling....hard to explain >_<.

So anyways, somehow i started erm... observing her (please don't feel weird as i tend to observe alot).
Even though she is older, it may sound stupid and weird but i think i had a crush on her. Just a tiny one though. It began to grow, like for 'her', when i start seeing her as this fragile girl.... She just looks like this type of girl who needs someone to care and protect her and that seriously stirs me up. We eventually chat more (live and Facebook) and got along more.

Alright i admit, the sensation of being with her felt great even though she's older than me by ....2 years if i'm not mistaken. But the thing is, she hates me....in a way.. i think.

Here's the main answer to your question btw:
I tried really hard to know you more and get closer to you but you kept somehow despising me.... in a way... hating me.
I really don't understand what i do wrong, was i over annoying?
Did i meddle in your business too much?
Did i tease you too much?

You even misunderstood me. Remember the time when you lectured me about the difference between me and Xiao Thong? You don't even know who i am, and yet you say i'm some kind of horrible person. Uncaring or sort.

Do you remember, on Kem Ketua Kelas or smtg, you kept spraying water at me? You asked me, why i won't you react and just sit there and let you spray? That i leave it for you to answer.

It hurt me a lot, you know? Someone that you admire, someone your caring from deep down your heart is over there despising you. You were the first and probably last senior i had a crush on.(Please don't be disgusted, i'm just telling you the truth.)

I was so so angry, you asked me not to care anymore and not to disturb you anymore. So i did as i was told, i deleted you. From everything relating to me, I don't know you anymore. In the end, your still asking me 'Why did you delete me?'. Xiao Thong even kept pursuing me for your question. (Though i couldn't be bothered with her question).

But whatever, everything is over and let's treat nothing happened before. Your CLH, my senior schoolmate and prefect. :)

Appreciation to my Family

This post is just like a continuation for my previous post : http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2012/02/korean-dinna.html.


Ahem... To my family members, thanks for insulting me and violating my innocence all the time and every step i take because every single time i crush you by being flattered and surprise you all with my potentials. Really keeps me going by rubbing it on all of you. My family members includes my old man(father), mom, diva and science geek.

I sincerely dedicate this to each and every one of you. :)

Regards to :
1. My father : Thanks for whacking me all those years and insulting me all the time. Giving me lectures, picking a fight with me in public and threats for beating me up when i'm a teen. Also i will always treasure and never forget the day you shouted at me "YOU ARE A STUPID SON". One day, i'll repay you by going out looking for money like you always asked me to and leave you to rot. :)

2. My mom : Thanks mom, your the most supportive in the family seriously. You usually side with me, drive me to tuition and cook for me. You also do my laundry and occasionally clean my room for me. You give me every reasonable thing i asked for and supports me most of the time. It's just that you always think i'm a bad person/student/friend and always think negatively of me. >_<

3. My Eldest Sister(Diva) : Thanks sis, your the best when i was young. You always go out shopping spending our family's money and going out doing whatever things you desire because you have your freedom. I also learned things NOT to learn from you like how you handle things or what kind of school prefect you were. I also want to thanks for arguing with me and fighting with me all the time (fight was when i was a kid, not now). I get to learn how to win an ex-debater and be more gentle with girls around me.

4. My Elder Sister(Science Geek) : Thanks to you too second sis, I always feel challenged every time i chat with you. You'll always manage to test my temper with your annoying comebacks like 'not necessarily'. Your like my private teacher who teaches me while giving me pressure.Truthfully, your much better than eldest sis. You tend to cook for me when i have not food, drive me around when i have no transport while complaining, teach me anything i want to know and care for me.

Yours Truly,

Teddie.

(Owner of cold-heartedme.blogspot.com)

Korean Dinna

 Overall

Overall view 

Bubbly soft egg :D  

Favorite dish......the meat!!! 

I think this is Kimchi.....

So anyways, my mom have a bonus pay or something so she decided to spend it up with dinner.

At first, we were planning to go for steamboat (chinese cuisine) then somehow it turned into 'korean cuisine'.

I had green tea (cold) which totally tasted weird.... should have gone with the hot tea ==

Some of the side dishes you see (the vegies) are refillable for some reason. o.O

I obviously tasted every single dish. >_<

Almost tasted nice...ofcourse what the miao am i talking about.... this is expensive >_<

Price was quite reasonable too it was around RM100+ as the side dishes are refillable and the meat is super tasty, the whole set is for 3 people but it was enough for the 4 of us. 

After we finished, got into the car and the awesome debate (which i won) began.

I started off with my "hey mom, so should i change from Science stream to Commerce?"

Then all of them started lecturing with their paranoid ideas.

Example:

1.Mom : "If you go to lower class, the teachers wouldn't pay much attention to teaching you all as they think the class will be slow so they wouldn't care much", "The students in the lower class will influence you and make you slower in catching up(short term for making me dumber)"

2.Diva(Eldest Sister): "Yeah, and you won't be able to think as smart as science student, you won't get the feeling of stress and so on"

3.Science geek (Elder Sister): "If you don't feel the stress of science stream, then in future how are you going to cope with all the other tougher things." (She also said something else that would be offending to the lower classes but i don't remember what)

ME : "Why the heck should i suffer two years of my life when i'm not going to have anything to do with science in future?" "Who says lower classes will bring me down, i work hard for myself." "Stress is not my problem as i'm coping with it well, the matter of which subject that will be useful to me is more important."

(I think i lost in this conversation as it was 1v3, but the conversation after that was wining streaks :D)

I just have so many strong points and great sarcasm that my sisters would just go "ARGH!!! I hate this kind of person just shut up." 

Photography Club : Micro

Looks big, but very small :D 

 Tiny flower in the middle of a bougainvillea...never noticed that >_<

 Interesting texture? o.O

Some sweet stuck to a wall =_= 

If you zoom in....it'll be awesome  

Crumpled up leaf...nice shape. 

 Love the limy yellowish green >_<

Learned a new skill today which is a simple trick that many other people already know....
This is one of my favourite type of pictures, so awesomely clear unnoticed things. >_<
Guess i'll be using a lot of Micro from now on. :P

Decision

What if one faithful day......

 We were walking towards each other without knowing it.....

 We meet....

What do you think i would do?

Run away? So we will never meet each other again?

OR

Run to her with all my might and hug her tightly because i miss her too much?

Dear readers, try you best to guess. :P

(Ps: For your information, i left her emotions neutral as i seriously won't know what's her reaction if this happened)

If Only We.....

Well, me and 'her' always had this tense and seriousness towards each other.

She was rather the soft one but for me i'm always the one with a frown on the face.

So, besides texting and chatting with a smile, we don't usually have a happy atmosphere between us.

Except for when we were in form 1, always laugh like crazy and talk happily. 

You know is not your day when....

 New Character : Nishan Raj

 Messing around with the ball.

 Ball hits my private area.

Me falling on that ground in frickin pain.

Today i bring you a new character which is my new school friend : Nishan Raj

He's quite an interesting fella actually, half indian - half chinese.

Most sarcastic guy ever and answers you something unrelated everytime you ask him a question.

So anyways, today i was at the field with a group of friends.

Before the game started, we were just messing around with the ball.

What happened was, when i was standing in front of him (quite close to him).

I shouted at him to kick the ball to the other side.

I expected him to stop and turn back.

But instead, he used full force to kick the ball and the ball flew to my ****.

SHIT! Freakin damn pain when it hit me. ==!!!!!

Moral of the story : Never ever stand in front of him when his with a ball or trust that he will listen to you. ==!!!

Random Convo

Some random conversation among guys of my age. 

My Epicness :P

This is Teddie the cold-hearted me.

Everyday Friendship~

Lower Form kids chatting happily with each other. 

Meaningless picture with random guy pointing at the air. 

 Friends being friends~

Girls sharing their pictures~

Well today was my first day for Photography club meeting in school.

The topic for today was supposed to be 'Friendship'.

I ended up thinking of my 3 years in SMJK Tiong Hua....

How i made friends,

How i always had fun with her,

The days we play or fight,

The bonds i made....

Well whatever~ i'm just suffering in my new school >_<