My month long activity~ :D

1 week of holiday just passed because of Deepavali,
Slacked the whole week off in my cousins house,
Gosh.... everyday just go eat 'mamak shop', play PS3 and Monopoly Deal(Finally learn play liao) >_<
It was kinda during that period but since tomorrow is school..... i feel even lazier to go school!!!

Haiz~ i still have 2 weeks of school.
Everyday just go school..... sit in the hall with whole lot of new friends until butt pain
O.O. There is one or two 'visits' to somewhere but just a few.
Mostly would be sitting in the hall for the whole day.
And as a new student, i soooo have to give a good reputation as in not skipping school =_=
The principle and Penolong Kanan HEM already told me few times already not to be influenced by other students~

Anyways, after that 2 weeks of school will be....... my year-end school HOLIDAY!!! >_<!!!
I have 1 week nothing to do in KL before 'balik kampung' for holiday~
Probably, go my cousin's house and do all the usual stuff again.
At least, it's better than staying at home alone online the whole day, right?

My 3 weeks holiday in my 'kampung' huh......
Is all pack, pack and pack.
Need to get ready for the final moving~

Night Falls

Every single night,
I just lay on my bed,
Looking up on the ceiling,
Think of you.

Pick up my phone,
Look at the memories i have collected,
But then..........
All my memories just seems like you,
The people all around you seems to be just another background.
What the heck,
What the heck is this.

I went to sleep,
and i dreamed of you,
Not every night but alternatively,
What this means?
I wanted to forget you,
But somewhat,
I'm not allowing myself to do that?

It just seems that when night falls, my time belongs solely to you.

Moviesss~ :P

Watched 'The Three Musketeers' on Friday, exciting show and there were some epics scenes~
Watched 'Real Steel on Saturday, not exciting as i thought it would be but.... it's a good way to waste my free time~
Last but not least, 'Johnny English Reborn' supposed to be funny and it was~ I cannot stand how blank they make the character is. >_<

Everlasting Memories .....

My very first day of secondary school life.... is a life i enjoyed in SMJK Tiong Hua....

I made a new friend by just sitting next to him.

From the first day we met, he already started talking crap(lies) with me. =_=

2nd day of my Form 1, a very fresh new beginning in my life where nobody knows me or my hated past.

After for so many years of schooling, i was placed to sit with a chinese girl.

I was not so used to it but......

Remember......

'That Was The Very First Time We Met'

From then on, my life in school started to shine brightly.

The first friend that is a girl i made in that school was you.

Everyday i teased you.

Everyday i annoy you.

Everyday i disturb you.

Everyday i make you mad at least once.

And.......

Everyday i chat with you.

Everyday i enjoy my day with you.

Everyday we share our life experience.

Everyday we share jokes with our friends until our stomach hurts so much.

Everyday i laugh with you......

Remember.....

The time you got angry me?

You stopped talking to me because i'm so annoying.

I wasn't intentionally, i never want you to be mad at me.

It's just that.... i don't know how to communicate with you besides annoying you...

I don't have much experience with girls but i want to be close to you so much....

All of us grew together, we're 14 now....

This is the time when we were apart.

You began joining your own group of friends as i am joining my own group of friends.

We met in tuition together,

Remember......

This was the time i hated you.

You started to changed......

You was noisier than before,

Cried like a baby probably more than before,

Ignoring me more than ever,

Changing into the ever childish girl i've ever known.

I despised you, walked away from you and thought your just a burden to this world.

In our final year together, we grew to the age of 15....

I think i have made a bond with everyone close to me already....

Especially you.....

Remember.....

This was the age when we stopped talking each other...

This was the time when we didn't bother each other...

In real life.

'BUT'

This was the time i started looking at you,

This was the time i started to want to care for you,

This was the time i kept looking out for you,

This was the time i tried supporting you,
This was the time my heart beat for you,

This was the time i fell for you....

This year 2011, I grew attached to you.

The time we SMS, we chat.

Those were all meaningful to me.

Their not just messages you send to me and forget about.

You even shared your secret with me.

Do you remember?

When you was sad, we were chatting.

You finally told me that you had a crush on someone...

Suddenly, my whole body and mind froze for a moment.

My heart felt like it broke into a million pieces.

I stopped crying for many years but for that single moment small little tears dropped....

The hot tea cup that i held tightly, i couldn't even feel that it was hot....

But....

All i could do was support you,

I can't be selfish,

I tried to cheer you up.

I even hoped for you to be able to go out with him.

Because,

I just want you to be happy,

And seeing you smile is everything to me.

When i see you cry.....it hurts me too even if i don't show it....
When you smile... it relieves my heart and makes me smile too...
When your scared.... i wanted to protect you so very badly....
When your troubled....i want be there to hold you tight and comfort you....
I couldn't do it.... all of your friends...they were all there for you....
I could just stand back there where you wouldn't notice and care for you from my heart.
I realized i'm such a coward, what i want to do most but i didn't dare just because of my firm pride....
I want to reach out to you but i....just...i.....  

Ending,

I'm leaving....

I made you hate me,

Forget i even existed,

I'm sure you'll get over my betrayal in just a matter of days,

Just stay strong and happy as you are. 

                                         
                                           'Confessions to you who don't even know it.......'

Get Use To It Already!!!

hm.... 3rd day in my new school SMK Bandar Sunway~
It feels much better than the previous days >_<
Morning didn't get up at 5.30 a.m like yesterday for jogging,
Lazy butt today >_<

Anyways, it was just another day of sitting in the hall doing nothing~
I just kept thinking about what i should join for next year??
Any ideas??

Possibilities of me joining :
a) Beruniform : 1. Scouts
                        2. Wushu

b) Clubs : 1. Interact
                2. Tourism?

c) Sports : 1. Badminton
                 2. Indoor games

Well during recess, someone bothered to introduce herself to me.
She was like playing around with her friends and suddenly introducing herself to me.
I just reacted with my 'ok attitude' as in..... 'alright, hi, yeah, ok'
She even bragged to her friends about her 'interaction skills' since she's in Interact Club =_=
Awkward~

Oh yeah.... a ******* bird shit on me, luckily just by my shoulders ==!!!

 I can feel the relationship between the boys n girls in this school is sooooo far apart~
Compared to my previous school... they were all so close friends until some of them even started dating each other ==!!!
Makes things so unusual for me ==!!

Maybe i should give some of my 'ex-school's influence'~ hehehe............ >_<

First Day Of School in New School~

Woke up early to rush to Kementeriaan Pelajaran in Shah Alam,

Got some things and rushed to my 'new' school,

Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Bandar Sunway.

Met up with the principal to handle some issues~

And then met with the Penolong Kanan Hal Ehwal Murid for further 'urusan'~

After that, went down to the Discipline Office and met 'Cikgu Eustace' (Discipline Teacher)

Had to swear on some things like me being a good student and so on so on~

When that's finished, teacher asked me go to the counselling room....

But instead i headed into the Workshop Lab instead!!! (Bengkel KHB)

I so totally thought it was the counselling room!!!!

No wonder the teachers there was surprised why was the new student hanging around there...

So embarrassed =_=!!!

I noticed it was the Workshop Lab after awhile~

But couldn't be bothered and continue sitting there like an idiot until the school ended...

By the way, the rest of the class i'm put in was having a visit at Petrosains~

So much for a first day of school, huh?

Sucks to be me .... =_=

Well hopefully tomorrow would be a MUCH smoother day....

Trip to Penang!!!

Arh!!! 4 hours drive from KL to Penang is TORTURE!!!
Hate it, Hate it, Hate it, Hate it!!!
Well i slept through the whole way non-stop drive to Penang.

Reached my father's company's house at around 12 p.m

Anyways, had lunch then slept like a pig >_<
Dad brought me out to see the small 'Kampung' near Butterworth~
His bike was kinda surprising O.O

Following day~ dad got work to do so me, my mom and my jie jies~ went go hang gai gai at Penang.
Our objectives :
1. Eat Cendol at some Penang Famous Cendol Shop
2. Eat Chau Kuey Tiao (Chinese food) at some Penang Famous Chau Kuey Tiao shop~

Took around 2 hours to get to Penang from Butterworth because of jam ==!!!
Went there and we just turn around and around and around coz we got kinda lost.
Finally got to eat Cendol but didn't get to eat Chau Kuey Tiao.
We gotta rush home fast because have dinner with dad.

We went to Victoria St. smtg restaurant!!! >_<
The place looks kinda fancy and really expensive O.O
Our total meal cost like ...... RM400+!!!!
Omg!!! My most expensive meal with family!!! i think so o.O
I think my daddy 'puk gai liao' (no more money) after that meal >_<

Last Day, had lunch with family and off to another horrible 'Road Trip' that i will forever hate.
I see my daddy looks so lonely when  we're leaving him.
Just so sad.... I'm gonna miss him too. For a few months i guess~