Better You - David Choi

David Choi

I found out about his songs through several Video Bloggers.
He may not be as popular as all the stars out there.
He's not that good-looking (i think?)

But his songs are really good.
The soft and relaxing type.
Lyrics are meaningful too.

Sometimes the lyrics reflect on how i feel about a girl too.
Though most of his songs are love songs i think.

Well here's a shout out from one of the chorus :
Truth is we don't know much,
I don't know you,
and
You don't know me. :)

Dynasty Dragon Seafood Restaurant

Well, i have probably never said this before.
But i actually wanted to be a waiter as my first part-time job.
Though somehow i became a Marshal in a Paintball Company.

I want to work in a food-based industry as i'm a little obsessive with FOOD!!!
Learn about how a restaurant works and stuff.
While getting some pocket money for dates/PS VITA (still deciding)

Guess what? My friend got me a part-time job for events (wedding dinner and sorts) at the Dynasty Dragon Seafood Restaurant in SUMMIT USJ!!!
Awesome.... so it was just yesterday that is Sunday 22/July/2012
I took half-day work for my Paintball part-time as in 10.00a.m-3.00p.m.
Then i went home to bath and rest up for later.

I reached to my new work place at about 5p.m.
I don't even need an interview, the part-time leader just explained some of the things i need to do.
Stuff like that~
My working our for this job is about 6.00p.m-11.00p.m for yesterday.

Alright, my friend(classmate) Lam thought me all the ropes.
Taught me everything i need to know.
After that's done, start work time!!!

By the way, i saw another classmate (the sleeper girl in my class) coming for work late.
I was like O.O...."Isn't that Poh Yee...."
Well whatever, several students from my school are working there.
Form 2 - Form 5.
I got to work with 2 people that is my classmate Lam.
and
Another short yet cute glasses girl that is just 1 year younger than me. (Form 3)

My job consists of :
Serving drinks,
Serving food,
Changing plates and bowls,
Cleaning Up.

Start serving drinks up till about 8.30p.m.
Then the food starts to come out (I expect the event to end late)
Things went quite smoothly except for a few minor spills.
Unexpectedly, the event ended right on time.
About 11.00p.m something.

By the time, we clean up and stuff.
It's about 11.30p.m and salary time!!!
RM 45 for about 5hours+...
Not bad...not bad at all.... :3

Well, got home at about 11.45 p.m.
My body is totally exhausted yet my mind is still so active.
Lie on bed at around 12.00a.m and fell asleep at about 1.00a.m something.

Can't stop thinking of the events that happened,
Can't stop thinking of what's going to happen
and
Can't stop thinking of someone,
I think she's suffering from sickness again. :/


By the way, have you noticed this is the first time Teddie is wearing clothes? >_<

Ice Water....

For years, Xiao Thong had been the one sitting over there....
In those row of seats filled with people, yet i can only see one person only.
Simple Crush became Moderate Adoration and finally Complicated Love.
Time pass, things gradually changed....
My odd relationship with her soon ended and we drifted apart...

Months after that, i gave up holding it in.
I confessed to her once again.
Rejected, as to be expected.
She told me to just "Let it go, put it down."
I told her "I'll continue loving her even if she doesn't like me back or even if she likes someone else"...
"To the time when another special girl come into my life...."

My world was in darkness....
I had nothing to wait for, to hold on to, everything that matters is just myself.
Progress for myself, live for myself and success for myself...
There was nobody there to share with except sharing nonsense with my friends.
Every single day....

Is God trying to forbid me from that or am i just being too soft in the heart?
A sick girl, i know.
I listen to her sad story and i feel so sorry.
Why can't i replace her instead?
Let me suffer and die instead of her, since i don't really care about my life anyways.
She became my friend and i promised to myself "I will take care and protect that friend of mine".
I won't leave a friend hurting deep down herself....

A thought struck me "Why the miao should i care so much?"
"There is no reason for me to care so much just for one classmate."
"If i care too much, i'll just end up hurting myself or hurting someone else."

I decided to ignore the little details then~
I made a promise to myself but i shouldn't be too much of a busybody~
"She's just a friend, nothing special"

Weeks passed by, things started to quiet down already.
We both went back to 'ignoring' each other.
It was fine by me~
Till one day when i was mindlessly taking pictures around.
I took a picture of a crowd people.
But then....
All i saw was just her.

I widened my eyes and looked back at the scene.
Then i saw it again, a crowd of people but yet it feels like she was the only one there!
This was it.
I haven't seen this for almost a year!

She is a short and cute girl.
Most of all, she is special...
Different from others.
I don't know about her but i can just feel it....

I started worrying for her health each day.
Keeping her happy and seeing that sweet smile is the most important thing.
At least she can enjoy her life.
I'm like her elder brother and counselor, trying to help with whatever emotional problems that she have.


Then i knew something....
Now...every time i see her... i can feel chills going down my spine.

I feel like i'm drowning in ice water.

I'm afraid...
I'm afraid of getting hurt and falling into darkness again....
I don't want to mindlessly have another crush.
I'm afraid of falling for the wrong girl....again....


Hahaha....guess i'll just be patient and wait for the right time to come.
I remember someone said once "Don't find love, love comes naturally."
That sounds simple and easy to refer to. :)


I just remind myself "She's just a friend, nothing special"
Care for her just like a friend. :)
Think of her just as a friend. :) 
That'll be fine for me.... ^_^

I guess.....




   

Subang Rally 2012 at Taylor's Lakeside

 My Seniors 

 Taylor's bus? Didn't know they had one >_<

 SMK 8 Students (Some failure photographer took this)

 Damn...such a big promo for that phone >_<

 Commercial Building near the Lakeside

 The hall where Subang Rally 2012 is held.

The pavement of the ground.

Today is my first ever time i joined the Subang Rally!!!

So some of you are probably wondering, what is this Subang Rally thingy?

Bersih 4.0?

Heck no!!!

It's about Christian Fellowship (CF) gathering and conference from all the schools in SUBANG JAYA!!!

That's like so awesome!!!

There are schools like SMK SU, SMK SEAFIELD, SMK USH 4,8,12 and so on. 

I saw the Facebook event thingy, it said about 400+ students joining this activity.

For me it'll be like 'whao....so epicly many people'.

The conference starts from 9.00 a.m - 5.30.p.m and the night concert is like 7.30 p.m until dunno what time.

By the way, i just joined the conference. Stuff like 'concerts' just don't suit me :3.

Anyways, here's the review for today. :3

I reached at quite a nice time about 9 something as they were about to start.

I got a tag and the t-shirt i bought.

They started with the Praise and Worship first as usual (led by the First Session Worship Team).

The songs were great and all the youth were all so hyperactive and pumped. >_<

After that, they started the preaching.

Bla bla bla,

We ended the 1st session with Praise and Worship again.

Went for lunch, met up with all the other students from my school. (I sat alone during first session)

Followed them..... went into Subway and bought a drink. The cashier said 'No Outside Food Allowed' (I was about to eat the food provided by the Subang Rally Committee.

I just gave a face that went '==....' 

So i walked out, and ended up eating myself....peacefully? 

Took some pictures after my lunch and went back for second session. 

We started again with Praise and Worship. (led by Second Session Worship Team)

Everyone was practically jumping and bouncing while i just innocently standing there clapping. :3

Not like i care though.

I had enough fun as if nobody was around me. (actually many many people around me)

Then preaching started again.

But this time, the preaching made me totally speechless.

It was just..... speechless... i don't know rather to describe it as outstanding or 'O.O'.....

After preaching and yet again we have the Worship Team.

My my...they sure are popular... :3

Though this last one was kinda emotional.....

I felt so touched and blessed...>_< 

Finally, they ended everything with the Talent Quest.

There were 3 finalist called VIP, Dual Strike Crew and The Red FEye. 

VIP are 3 young boys about 13-15 years old playing guitars of odd tune.

Dual Strike Crew are 2 guys of age 16-17 playing Diabolo (Chinese yo-yo)

Nothing really fancy though as my friend's skills are much more superior than them.

The Red FEye are a group of 5 (3 girls + 2 boys) dancing. 

Before we were dismissed, all the participants took a really huge group photo.

Called by mom and went to 'Chatime' to grab a drink. :3 (Too lazy to snap a picture of it)

For your info, i drank Grass Jelly Milk Tea (Large). 

On and unrelated case :

 With Flash

Without Flash

Something is wrong with my CPU...=_=

Sometimes it supports my TV as Monitor and sometimes it just doesn't respond.

I thought there might be something wrong with the power outlet.

So i tried dumping some electricity from the CPU.

Thought the power outlet wire won't budge!!!

Pulled, pulled...i'm like "what the miao... i using my strength and it won't release"

Pulled harder and finally the wire layered with rubber and thin copper snapped off just like that.. ==...

(I think the socket somehow rusted inside there and won't budge but the CPU can process even if it's rusted)

Owh well, guess that means...

Time For Servicing Old Pal!!! >_<!!!

Care

 Ants, drinking off spilled Milo

 Original Version

 Filtered with color version

Cute small petals~

 A butterfly :D

The fruits that my school somehow manage to plant.

This may sound awkward, but i didn't know my extra curricular actually ends this week.

I thought it ended about 2 weeks ago. =_=

Well anyways, since there was Photography Club i was just like "Whatever, just join for the sake of joining"

As usual, they give some lousy theme and let us off wandering around the school taking pictures.

The theme this week was 'Body Parts' (human) but since i'm usually myself and a loner.

I took pictures of insects' body parts and plants instead >_<.

Everyone else is pretty much hanging out with someone else taking pictures.

I just head to my quiet spot (back of the school).

My quiet spot is kinda near the 'Science Garden' or whatever you would call it.

There's this pretty small just grassy area.

Not many insects, ants or mosquito and the place it's quite clean.

Nobody bothers to go there, so i take that as my quiet spot.

Actually anywhere with no people can be a quiet place it's just that they'll be either ants crawling over me or mosquito biting me everywhere. =_=

So i sat around the place. i saw some nice pretty little flowers and decided to take picture of them.

*Shown above*

This week i just discovered that i have such a special friend.

She's not just special by personality but by her physical health too.

Let's just say she is a sick girl.

Hm...she got sick and went to the hospital.

Had me worried sick day and night, but won't let me visit her. 

Though...

Why should i care so much?

Sometimes it's just better not to care too much as it might hurt myself or even someone else.

All i could do was support her with words, makes me feels so useless.

This is the first time i've actually made a friend with such type of sickness.

Few days later, she got out of hospital and able to attend school again.

Although she's still in weak condition but i'm quite glad that i got to see her.

Know she's doing well.

Smiling and having fun with her friends is just what a teenage girl should do. :D

Not staying in some hospital and hating life. ;)

Well here's a little thing for her then. 

Miao!!! :D

Old Man & Me: Dispute

The old man stated above is something or someone that you all would call 'Father'.
For me, he is just some 'Old Man'.
So yeah, here's the deal.
We ****ing hate each other.
We may do things to support each other in a way, but we despise each other.
I know that much.

Every once in awhile, there WILL be a quarrel.
It's probably something normal.
It's like i'm expecting it to happen.
Maybe even violence sometimes~

Here we are again, today.
I came home from a hard day of WORK.
I got my second salary for last month.
Alright, i was being cheeky, i just showed my mom my hard-earned blood and flesh salary.
And there he is scolding me for BRAGGING?!

Hey?! Is it so bad for the YOUNGEST SON of your ****ing family to get some acknowledgement?!
I'm like the first child to work?! What the?!
I had all the right to complain. "Hey your youngest son just got his salary when what the **** is your ELDEST DAUGHTER doing?!"
All he got to say is "You got your own job then just keep quiet about it and stop bragging!!!"

I was like .....?!?!?! I just showed my salary to my mom and said "here is my hard-earned salary". I think it's just a brag more than bragging?!

Hm... my family have an interesting feature.
Normally, the eldest child of the family works first. Right?
Well, for my family's case.
I the youngest started working first, my elder sister started working second, and my eldest sister haven't even stated finding for a job.

Screw me if i'm wrong.
But if your ELDEST DAUGHTER is spending all your money enjoying herself shopping and travelling with friends.
While your YOUNGEST SON is working himself out.
Why do you think i'm even working?
That's because i'm the stupid son who listens to your advice "Go out to work and get some working experience."
Yet you criticise me?!
I think you just have a favouritism towards you daughter.

Alright, fine i LET YOU WIN, as you usual since your the boss of this ****ing family.
Then you just had to cross the line and criticise me about my potentials?
I said "You think i had such low intelligence to not understand your simple explanation about the road?!"
He said "Yes, i think you do."
WHAT THE MIAO
I argue back "If i had such low intelligence, then you must be too since your the one who cursed me to this world"
All he could do was repeating, saying that i was bragging?

Whao... if your so smart, why can't you be more creative and give more points to back yourself up?
I had plenty of ideas to dominate you in that conversation.
It's just that you keep repeating the same old thing trying to think that your right.

Can't you just shut yourself up and listen to what others have to say?
That's why you'll never learn, you'll never understand.
You just block everything else so you can be superior.

Whenever i do something good, when did i ever get acknowledgment?
When did i ever get any compliment?
When have i ever heard "Good Son"?
All i get are objects such as money and motorcycle.
What i never got is attention, acknowledgement, encouragement and anything else that is a necessity to a teenager of my age.

Every single time i help you out on your 'interests' work.
I get insults instead of compliments.
I get scoldings instead of appreciations.
Remind to not help you out next time and let your "owh so great daughters work for you instead"
You wouldn't need a dumb son like me when you have 2 wonderful daughters, right?

Remember this old man, you don't acknowledge me now then i won't acknowledge you too.
Fair Case.
You will never see the 'light' in me as i will never shine the 'light' for you in the future.

Nice Guy Finish Last?

Here's the sad story about being a Nice Guy.
I wouldn't particularly put myself in that category, i can't judge myself right?
But i think i'm around there.

Anyways, it's kinda confusing....
Mostly, from my opinion....most girls usually prefers to date 'not' so nice guys?
Don't know why~
I guess they just can't see the bright side of a Nice Guy.

Here's the thing, nice guys are usually shy and don't really dare to take the risk and express how they feel.
(Example shown in the video)
Happened to me too, i was too.... scared? To take the risk and tell the girl i like everything i feel about her.
When i had the courage too, it was already to late.
I did confess once before, she thought i was joking and i was probably too shy to say it twice.
Time passed. We separated. Everything vanished into nothing.

All i could feel were regrets and emptiness, didn't even had a chance to clear things up.
So finally, i decided to confess again.
I didn't really care about the results, i've gone too 'insane' to bother.
In the end, things didn't really worked out as i planned. (Results would be my secret)
Well, at least we were able to clear things out peacefully instead of a ruined friendship into 'strangers' coz that'll be like....horrible?

Sigh....if only i had the guts earlier....I wouldn't have to curl up and curse at myself for confessing to her earlier.
Those days that passed will never return and i understood that.
Events like those helped me to express my feelings more openly and clearly.
So, others can at least receive the message i'm trying to send out.

Anyways.... i dedicate this to the girl that i adore with short hair, wears glasses, cute face and obsessed with Fahrenheit. :P (That's the reason why i didn't like Fahrenheit)

Can i continue falling in love with you? :)