My month long activity~ :D

1 week of holiday just passed because of Deepavali,
Slacked the whole week off in my cousins house,
Gosh.... everyday just go eat 'mamak shop', play PS3 and Monopoly Deal(Finally learn play liao) >_<
It was kinda during that period but since tomorrow is school..... i feel even lazier to go school!!!

Haiz~ i still have 2 weeks of school.
Everyday just go school..... sit in the hall with whole lot of new friends until butt pain
O.O. There is one or two 'visits' to somewhere but just a few.
Mostly would be sitting in the hall for the whole day.
And as a new student, i soooo have to give a good reputation as in not skipping school =_=
The principle and Penolong Kanan HEM already told me few times already not to be influenced by other students~

Anyways, after that 2 weeks of school will be....... my year-end school HOLIDAY!!! >_<!!!
I have 1 week nothing to do in KL before 'balik kampung' for holiday~
Probably, go my cousin's house and do all the usual stuff again.
At least, it's better than staying at home alone online the whole day, right?

My 3 weeks holiday in my 'kampung' huh......
Is all pack, pack and pack.
Need to get ready for the final moving~

Night Falls

Every single night,
I just lay on my bed,
Looking up on the ceiling,
Think of you.

Pick up my phone,
Look at the memories i have collected,
But then..........
All my memories just seems like you,
The people all around you seems to be just another background.
What the heck,
What the heck is this.

I went to sleep,
and i dreamed of you,
Not every night but alternatively,
What this means?
I wanted to forget you,
But somewhat,
I'm not allowing myself to do that?

It just seems that when night falls, my time belongs solely to you.

Moviesss~ :P

Watched 'The Three Musketeers' on Friday, exciting show and there were some epics scenes~
Watched 'Real Steel on Saturday, not exciting as i thought it would be but.... it's a good way to waste my free time~
Last but not least, 'Johnny English Reborn' supposed to be funny and it was~ I cannot stand how blank they make the character is. >_<

Everlasting Memories .....

My very first day of secondary school life.... is a life i enjoyed in SMJK Tiong Hua....

I made a new friend by just sitting next to him.

From the first day we met, he already started talking crap(lies) with me. =_=

2nd day of my Form 1, a very fresh new beginning in my life where nobody knows me or my hated past.

After for so many years of schooling, i was placed to sit with a chinese girl.

I was not so used to it but......

Remember......

'That Was The Very First Time We Met'

From then on, my life in school started to shine brightly.

The first friend that is a girl i made in that school was you.

Everyday i teased you.

Everyday i annoy you.

Everyday i disturb you.

Everyday i make you mad at least once.

And.......

Everyday i chat with you.

Everyday i enjoy my day with you.

Everyday we share our life experience.

Everyday we share jokes with our friends until our stomach hurts so much.

Everyday i laugh with you......

Remember.....

The time you got angry me?

You stopped talking to me because i'm so annoying.

I wasn't intentionally, i never want you to be mad at me.

It's just that.... i don't know how to communicate with you besides annoying you...

I don't have much experience with girls but i want to be close to you so much....

All of us grew together, we're 14 now....

This is the time when we were apart.

You began joining your own group of friends as i am joining my own group of friends.

We met in tuition together,

Remember......

This was the time i hated you.

You started to changed......

You was noisier than before,

Cried like a baby probably more than before,

Ignoring me more than ever,

Changing into the ever childish girl i've ever known.

I despised you, walked away from you and thought your just a burden to this world.

In our final year together, we grew to the age of 15....

I think i have made a bond with everyone close to me already....

Especially you.....

Remember.....

This was the age when we stopped talking each other...

This was the time when we didn't bother each other...

In real life.

'BUT'

This was the time i started looking at you,

This was the time i started to want to care for you,

This was the time i kept looking out for you,

This was the time i tried supporting you,
This was the time my heart beat for you,

This was the time i fell for you....

This year 2011, I grew attached to you.

The time we SMS, we chat.

Those were all meaningful to me.

Their not just messages you send to me and forget about.

You even shared your secret with me.

Do you remember?

When you was sad, we were chatting.

You finally told me that you had a crush on someone...

Suddenly, my whole body and mind froze for a moment.

My heart felt like it broke into a million pieces.

I stopped crying for many years but for that single moment small little tears dropped....

The hot tea cup that i held tightly, i couldn't even feel that it was hot....

But....

All i could do was support you,

I can't be selfish,

I tried to cheer you up.

I even hoped for you to be able to go out with him.

Because,

I just want you to be happy,

And seeing you smile is everything to me.

When i see you cry.....it hurts me too even if i don't show it....
When you smile... it relieves my heart and makes me smile too...
When your scared.... i wanted to protect you so very badly....
When your troubled....i want be there to hold you tight and comfort you....
I couldn't do it.... all of your friends...they were all there for you....
I could just stand back there where you wouldn't notice and care for you from my heart.
I realized i'm such a coward, what i want to do most but i didn't dare just because of my firm pride....
I want to reach out to you but i....just...i.....  

Ending,

I'm leaving....

I made you hate me,

Forget i even existed,

I'm sure you'll get over my betrayal in just a matter of days,

Just stay strong and happy as you are. 

                                         
                                           'Confessions to you who don't even know it.......'

Get Use To It Already!!!

hm.... 3rd day in my new school SMK Bandar Sunway~
It feels much better than the previous days >_<
Morning didn't get up at 5.30 a.m like yesterday for jogging,
Lazy butt today >_<

Anyways, it was just another day of sitting in the hall doing nothing~
I just kept thinking about what i should join for next year??
Any ideas??

Possibilities of me joining :
a) Beruniform : 1. Scouts
                        2. Wushu

b) Clubs : 1. Interact
                2. Tourism?

c) Sports : 1. Badminton
                 2. Indoor games

Well during recess, someone bothered to introduce herself to me.
She was like playing around with her friends and suddenly introducing herself to me.
I just reacted with my 'ok attitude' as in..... 'alright, hi, yeah, ok'
She even bragged to her friends about her 'interaction skills' since she's in Interact Club =_=
Awkward~

Oh yeah.... a ******* bird shit on me, luckily just by my shoulders ==!!!

 I can feel the relationship between the boys n girls in this school is sooooo far apart~
Compared to my previous school... they were all so close friends until some of them even started dating each other ==!!!
Makes things so unusual for me ==!!

Maybe i should give some of my 'ex-school's influence'~ hehehe............ >_<

First Day Of School in New School~

Woke up early to rush to Kementeriaan Pelajaran in Shah Alam,

Got some things and rushed to my 'new' school,

Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Bandar Sunway.

Met up with the principal to handle some issues~

And then met with the Penolong Kanan Hal Ehwal Murid for further 'urusan'~

After that, went down to the Discipline Office and met 'Cikgu Eustace' (Discipline Teacher)

Had to swear on some things like me being a good student and so on so on~

When that's finished, teacher asked me go to the counselling room....

But instead i headed into the Workshop Lab instead!!! (Bengkel KHB)

I so totally thought it was the counselling room!!!!

No wonder the teachers there was surprised why was the new student hanging around there...

So embarrassed =_=!!!

I noticed it was the Workshop Lab after awhile~

But couldn't be bothered and continue sitting there like an idiot until the school ended...

By the way, the rest of the class i'm put in was having a visit at Petrosains~

So much for a first day of school, huh?

Sucks to be me .... =_=

Well hopefully tomorrow would be a MUCH smoother day....

Trip to Penang!!!

Arh!!! 4 hours drive from KL to Penang is TORTURE!!!
Hate it, Hate it, Hate it, Hate it!!!
Well i slept through the whole way non-stop drive to Penang.

Reached my father's company's house at around 12 p.m

Anyways, had lunch then slept like a pig >_<
Dad brought me out to see the small 'Kampung' near Butterworth~
His bike was kinda surprising O.O

Following day~ dad got work to do so me, my mom and my jie jies~ went go hang gai gai at Penang.
Our objectives :
1. Eat Cendol at some Penang Famous Cendol Shop
2. Eat Chau Kuey Tiao (Chinese food) at some Penang Famous Chau Kuey Tiao shop~

Took around 2 hours to get to Penang from Butterworth because of jam ==!!!
Went there and we just turn around and around and around coz we got kinda lost.
Finally got to eat Cendol but didn't get to eat Chau Kuey Tiao.
We gotta rush home fast because have dinner with dad.

We went to Victoria St. smtg restaurant!!! >_<
The place looks kinda fancy and really expensive O.O
Our total meal cost like ...... RM400+!!!!
Omg!!! My most expensive meal with family!!! i think so o.O
I think my daddy 'puk gai liao' (no more money) after that meal >_<

Last Day, had lunch with family and off to another horrible 'Road Trip' that i will forever hate.
I see my daddy looks so lonely when  we're leaving him.
Just so sad.... I'm gonna miss him too. For a few months i guess~

New Life, New Challenges, New Game :P

On the 11th of October, caught the late night flight to Kuala Lumpur from Sandakan >_<,
Gosh... the flight was like 9p.m in the frickin night!!! Soooo not used to it!!!
Anyways, the flight took about 3 hours~
Just sleep, sleep and sleep because i don't take transportation that well >_<
Once flight reached destination, caught a bus and my sis picked me and my mom u to 'home'.
End day~

Today suck!!! Like SERIOUSLY!!!
Morning woke up at 7~
Then followed sister to her doctor appointment~ (skin problem)
******* Traffic jammmmm wasted all my time!!!!
When we're like at the clinic is like soooo full. O.O

So we drive all the way from KL town to education department at Shah Alam to handle
my transfer thimgys,
Sadly, we need to wait for approval on the following Monday.
The lady was like 'oh next week you son have to wear his school uniform to come here to show show and attend school immediately after that...(talking to my mom)
My heart was like 'WHAT?! Next MONDAY?!!?! But i just came here like yesterday!!!'

Forget about that, went back to KL town..... and headed for 'Low Yat' to apply broadband (failed)
My sister forgot to bring her handphone so need to search for her like Frantically (epic fail)
Went to Subang Jaya or somewhere else to apply for Unifi and from then i learned there are many many many idiots in this world...
Went to Digi to apply broadband.... Sis 1 already apply for broadband while mom's name is being blacklisted for not paying a RM57 bill from MAXIS ==!!! (FAILED)

And so on so on~

Farewell Day.....

Woke up around 7 something in the morning by my ever noisy dog =_=,
Did the usual things~
Bath, eat breakfast, stuff liddat,
After that went to school to get the documents for my leave,
Apparently some people didn't do their homework =_=~

My mom dropped me off at the public library,
I was there too early because it haven't even opened yet O.O
Then when it's 9 a.m, went in to kill some time~
Gosh.... so many boring books in the library!!

 Searched, searched, searched.... for some time....
Then finally found a corner that's in my favor :p
The Hardy Boys!!!
Can't believe i actually spent around 1 hours 30 minutes to 2 hours by just reading two Hardy Boy's comic,
Oh well after that, walked to town to catch a bus,
Waited for about 15 minutes then they start to move, almost fell asleep..... so dangerous O.O

Anyways, when i'm back in school.
Said goodbye to come teachers and just waited at my 'ex-school's' hall for my friends examination to end,
Gosh....it feels as if every minute that passes by, my heart keeps beating faster and faster...
Awkward~ O.O

Then when the exam ended, some morons go and throw their examinations question paper as if they've graduated from university =_=,
Sadly for me...... i waited there unnoticed!!!
Everyone's like rushing back home with relief in the minds and souls O.O
Well, there was one or two friends who saw me standing there,
But they didn't know what i was doing in school as i finished my exam yesterday.

Ah....but the most sad part is....
My so called considered close friend, she didn't even bother to notice me at all....
I was like invisible from her view...
If she didn't care WHY should I?!
She was the one who talk and act the most!!
Why The Heck Is It Affecting me?!

well whatever... here are some of my buddies

                          If i was in this picture, we would be called 'The Boys' by the teachers~ :P

                            Some of my buddies that i like to chat with and.....disturb~ >_<
                       
I shouldn't even ******* CARE!!!

10th Octobieee!!!

YAY!!! Last day of PMR have ended for me liao!!!
Wohoo!!! Though i actually don't really get the feeling of excitement o.O
Well students with 8 subjects still have to go for their exam tomorrow~
But not for ME!!! :p

Is time for me to finally release all my tension and feel the holiday MOOD!!!
Even though exam is over for me already, but i still need to go to school tomorrow =_=
I need to.....
Give back all my 'borrowed' text books,
Say goodbye to my teachers,
Take my leaving certificate,
Walk around my school,
Resign as prefect of Sekolah Menengah Jenis Kebangsaan Tiong Hua,
Say goodbye to my classmate and friends....
Feels so sad :'(

Anyways, i need start packing for my leaves,
Gosh... i don't even know what to pack because this time is moving not holiday trip O.O
So many things.... how the heck am i supposed to.... =_=,
Ah!!! Leave it for later!!!
Gotta work on my PC + Laptop issue!!!

Understandings.... o.O

What does it mean when.....

You feel like embracing that someone really badly,

You want to stay by that someone's side every single second of your life,

You want to protect that someone with your own life,

You want to see that someone all day and night,

You want to talk to that someone everyday,

You keep thinking of that someone all the time,

You dream of that someone when your sleeping,

Your heart beats quickly when your near that someone,

You feel nervous when your talking to that someone,

You want to be special to that someone,

You want that someone to be yours.....

Seriously, what the heck does this mean??

Because i have all these strange feelings that i don't understand right now.... :'(

Saturdays = Weekends = Relax = Fun :D

Yay~ It's finally the weekends!!!
Arh... such a nice good 'holiday' ~
Though we still have exams the coming Monday =_=,
Which genius made up the schedule as a mood spoiler anyways?

It's like we exam, exam and exam and then holiday.
After 3 days exam again!!!
Gosh.. i wanna relaxxxxxx not feel worst during my weekends!!!

But then.... i didn't do any revision today >_<
Early morning, went out with my mom to do some errands,
No car for today as it's taken for repair (something like that~)
So we're forced to take the public bus,
and man was she annoying !!

My mom was like 'Oh I'm tired already...' or ' This bus is so damn slow!!!'
and some other stuff~

Anyways, got home and played computer throughout the day~
Do i look like a laid back guy to you? >_<
A guy having the need to take PMR examination the following week is,
at home slacking playing computer.

Something NORMAL for me~ :p
                            

7th Octobieeee!!!

Today is FRIDAY!!!!
Arh... need go to school for exam again....NOT~
Today would be a rest day for the PMR students~
After 3 days of pressure, stress, tension and many more,
is time to take a break~

Although, some people are still being a nerd studying during the holidays =_=,
Oh well, the 2 last subjects for the 7 subs students is the coming Monday,
For me, i've just slacked through the whooooole day playing MAPLESTORY >_<
Actually, i've been waiting for someone to online the game.....
But sadly she didn't...... nevermind, i'll enjoy myself then :'(

So bored sitting in front of my computer the whole day,
Been alone the whole day....

Whatever, enough of me already,
A reminder to all other PMR students!!!!
Don't just stuck your brain towards study the whole day and chill out a bit.
Too much of anything isn't good,
it might even bring in bad effects~

Fight on, yo!!! :D

6th October Day 3 of PMR...

.....
Day 3 of Pmr~
everyone is getting more and more tension, stress, ......
Well, it started off with Science Paper 1~
Quite easy except there are few questions with unreasonable answers~

After that, we had like about 1 hour break before facing Science Paper 2,
Gosh, i so damn hate that as i'm getting worst and worst in it!!!
But then, the questions came out were quite easy actually....
Although.... i gave a lot of stupid answers and silly mistakes that could cost my 'LIFE'!!!

Then when Science paper 2 is finished, comes the 2 hours break~
Went to my canteen to have lunch as my school don't allow us to go out,
Sadly, the lunch was so little, pathetic and unappetizing!!!
They should really do something about since their not allowing us to go out!!!
Finished eating, went to an empty classroom to have some alone time~
Revise Sejarah for about an hour and went to the examination room to slack~

Then came every form 3's horror.....
HISTORY!!!!
I had the confidence at first~
But then there was soooo many questions that were.......
Then until now i'm still........

Hope it goes well...... o.o.......
1 more day to go for me ~

5th October Day 2 of PMR

WEEEEEEEEEEE~ Day 2 of PMR ended liao~
Quite smoothly too if i say so myself o.o,
I still have 50% of PMR to go!!!
Which would be Science, History, Maths and KH (Kemahiran Hidup)

Ugh... first subject was kindaaa easy!!!
Coz it's ENGLISH >_<!!!
then after that had like 3 hours break,
Walked to the market place nearby my school....
But it was freakin CLOSED!!!
Soooooooo damn MAD!!!
So i have to walk to some other shops for my lunch~

Some malay girls were like walking past the shop,
and their like 'oh!!! Tiong Hua !!, PMR jo!!!'
then their like calling 'Tiong Hua, Tiong Hua, Tiong Hua' (me coz they dunno me)
i just ignored them coz i was like busy ENJOYING my meal!!!

After lunch, chat with friends abit and then Geography paper started~
Ugh... it was quite easy with a few exceptions...
Gosh... those exceptions made me go crazy!!
I was like ..... is it this, no wait this, no wait it is this!!! GAH!!!
Well, it went quite well though~

Anyways, keep on going for the rest of the PMR students!!! :p

4th October Day 1 of PMR

Yay!! Today was the start of PMR!!! 

Everyone was all so nervous and already lost confidence in the exam!!!

So sad....... right?

Pfffttt, as if i care about those losers~

Well, paper 1 (objective questions) would be hard for me as usual,

I'll be on the edge of a cliff again >_<

While for paper 2 (essay writing), i wrote quite alot of nonsense.... O.O

But oh well, i hope i'll be able to get a satisfying grade for my exam~

Anyways, tomorrow would be the second day of fun :D

and that means English and History!!!

Keep on going to all PMR students yo!! 

War Of October...... PMR!!!

Ah!!!!! Pmr Pmr!!! Exam! Exam!!!
So STRESS, dammmmmnnnnnn ittttttttttttttttt!!!!
Not~ >_<,
Ah.... 04/10/2011 the first day of the government exam for Malaysia's form 3 students.

Everyone have worked their 'lives' out for this very day, hehehe~
Same for me >_<!!!
Anyways, so many people are stressed for nothing~
Can't they just treat it as another ordinary exam??

Oh yeah, thanks for all the encouragement and support from everyone!! :p
For all the other form 3 students who are facing PMR tomorrow,
Good Luck, Gambateh and Do you Bestiieeee!!!

Gosh.... it feels like 4 days of heeeeeeeeeell for 7 subs student and 5 days of heeeeeeeeell for 8 subs student~
FYI, i'm just taking 7 subjects.
Can't wait to fly through these 4 days as they have been bugging me for the whole YEAR!!!

But.... the sky seems like it understands my emotion right now....
The winds are blowing madly and there is going to be quite a storm coming....
I'm hurting inside me not because of the exam but what's coming after the exam....

I'm leaving.....
My classmates,
My friends,
Those bitter-sweet memories,
Those crazy buddies of mine, >_<
And my beloved school that i will always remember....

You you and you, maplestroy fanssss?!?! Well, i definitely am!!! Can't wait for PVP battles!! hehehehe~

The Waves before the Tides....

PMR(Penilaian Menengah Rendah) is coming  so soon,

And yet i'm soooo not focused but distracted instead,

My distraction.....Every teenage guy's problem = Girls,

Feels so lame and annoying for someone like me to face this kind of probs,

It's as if i'm not me anymore =_=!!!

Everyday when i reached school,

The first thing i AUTOMATICALLY would do will be checking her arrival,

I always try to dismiss my thoughts when i've noticed she's a lattie and act as if nothing happened,

But..... deep inside i couldn't stop thinking of her even if i didn't want to.....

That just ...... SUCKS!!! Damn I hate feeling like this!!!

I can't concentrate on my studies with her being so loud and noisy in the class!!!

Gosh!!! This what i meant by facing the Waves before the Tides!!!

But even though she's my total opposite and the most hated type of person (noisy,annoying,sensitive,etc etc)

I still can feel myself attracted to her in a way....

Well whatever, i hope this 'feeling' of mine will pass out and leave me alone, peacefully.

Because if it doesn't..... I have noooo idea what would happen~