Junior's Story : Similar stories from Different views.

Today is the last day of school for the Form 4 students, that means the beginning of the holidays!
Well i didn't attend school today because...it's rather inconvenient for me to do so... :3
Anyways, while i was slacking, online, my junior started chatting with me.

She wanted...advise i guess? >_<
Well for some reasons, girls tend to come to me for advice when they have problems. (not just her)

It started with.
"Urm if you go out with a girl, u think of it as an outing but she thinks of it as a date.. Then one day she asks if it was a date what will u do? How will u answer ><".
and that means.
Girl-boy relationship problems. :3

You see... this guy, her senior. Asked her to go out with him on a movie as a date but she thought of him as a brotherly figure and thought of it as an outing.
But that slick guy, was so bold.
She said "I answered 'if i knew it was a date i might not have gone' then he somewhat got sad or something
Cos i thought of him as a brother >< then when we were cold in the cinema he hug me i'm like thinking nothing cos i thought it was a brother sister thingy".
Hahaha, that cracked me coz i knew i wouldn't be as bold as he is.

So the story goes on,
"Cos that time he liked someone else.. So when he asked me out i was like okay.. I need to clear my mind off some stuff so.. Just go lo >< until last night he told me it was a date... :/"
Gave some of my opinion and advice,
and she continued "But he liked someone else. So if he likes someone else and i like someone else we go out it aint a date right >< urm actually he didnt use the word outing. He just ask i free to go watch movie or not i say yes".

Bla bla bla,
then she said "Really? But what if we remain enemies forever, that will be bad :(
He's kind of a sensitive person. Anyway he's same age as u xD"
I told her ignoring and hating are different.
At that point, something hit me.
Ignoring her forever? That sounds similar.

Something similar...something that happened to me...
So it was my turn to tell her my story...

After hearing my story, she asked "Hm.. But arent u worried u guys might be like this forever? :/".
It was just simple question, yet... i'm not entirely sure of my answer...

After that, she said "he like to 'kao lui' though.. He knows the girls in my class and i didnt even know he was invited to her birthday party .. I was thinking maybe he's not that lonely after all but then he say when he left no one noticed and they were all playing game. Thats when i feel bad again ><
I thought guys were carefree :("

So in return i answered,
"We too have feelings, when we get serious, then it really matters.
Girls? have always a serious matter to us, except for playboys :3
We 'kao lui'(flirt) and see other girls but only 1 girl truly matters :3"

As the conversation goes on... she keeps thinking negatively of herself..
She kept telling me that she feels like she's just annoying him. She's not worth his attention anymore and stuff like that. and most of all she kept apologizing.
I thought.... Words like... "You're not worth my attention anymore" and "I'm sorry", they're just too familiar to me because it happened recently... Too recent for me... The sorrow i felt in these 1-2 months, felt like days just passed by and i still have a year to go.

The rest of our conversation, is just about the 2 of them getting back together as friends.
There are only 2 outcomes in situations like this : Friends/Strangers.
So i shared my story and my outcome was. Strangers once again.
How nostalgic... and how sad...
I wonder, did i really make the right choice?

The last decisive message... to ignore or to be friends once again?

My junior said... "Sorry if i'm wrong. U're just pretending she doesn't exist, arent u? U're making sure u treat her like a stranger. Thats not natural.. Eventually u both will get hurt or something

Oh wait i shouldnt talk crap. Sorry ><".
So i told her "'I'm just trying to living past this, give her a new experience.

let her learn, how much a person who cares can turn to hate

she who treasures her friends like gold, let her learn how it feels like to lose a friend."

That was my motive or rather objective. For her to learn, to feel. How many more challenges will she face in the future?

I don't know.
Like a rollercoaster,
If it doesn't falls down and just keeps on rising, how will it be fun?
It's bound to fall down someday at a certain point.   

So, i'll be the fall. Hopes she have fun in her life?

By the way, seems like i'm a little of topic here.
My junior and friend is currently thinking of a way to get back with her friend.
All i have to say "I'm glad, at least she tried". For both of the girls. My junior and ....

At some point in life, there comes a time when a man have to give one of this (what's inside) to a girl he truly loves.
Giving it and giving it with his heart inside are two entirely different meaning.
To have his hard work, feelings, heart and everything else inside. Given to that 1 girl.