Conclusion : The ending of our story....

This is something like what was the thing that ever happened between us.
It was about 5 months ago going to 6 months.
That was when we last met and interacted with each other.

It was the last day of Penilaian Menegah Rendah (PMR) for all the form 3.
I've told this story before i think but i'll just repeat some part of it.
So anyways, when it was about to end.
I was already down by the hall watching the class you were in....holding my leaving certificates.
When you came out....and walked off....slowly disappearing...
Tears actually started dripping from my eyes.... That was the last day i was going to meet you...

After that, i found out you were by the gate with your friends waiting for the car to pick you up...
I just walked there...stood there staring at you for awhile unnoticed....
One of your friend, noticed i was standing there and called out to me.
I just took off...and you started messaging me which i ignored for the better....

Months passed by unnoticed....i missed you every single day....
My heart aches whenever i think of it....and it was going out of control...
I have some of your pictures which i took...i look at them every single night before i go to sleep...
I even dream of you from time to time....
Then....

 Those feelings started disappearing.....
The feelings are losing....

I think she got sick of this....
So am i .....

By the way, my very first confession to a girl was neither accepted nor rejected.
The girl didn't even believe it =_=....

I want to take everything back,
The laughter we had,
The fun we had,
The anger towards each other,
The annoyance,
The friendship,
and
The meaningless bond.

Remember the very last message you sent to me? I'm still keeping it in my phone right now.
"Bryan... Your deactivate your facebook... Dun reply message... You know you have to transfer but you dun tell me... You know its so sad when i know? How can you do this? T.T"

Now it's my turn to reply.

"I didn't have to transfer but instead i chose to transfer. I could have stayed around if i just said no. I don't want to tell you because i want to leave it as a surprise, i want to see your reaction and yet i'm disappointed.... Sad...? You won't even understand how sad i have been before leaving you all and how sad i am after leaving you."

My senior asked me....."What would you do if you met 'her one day?"
"I would just walk past her or something"-Me
"So cool...? I don't think you'll be that cool when it comes to her."-Senior
"I mean nothing to her and she's the same to me. So it's like we never met before"-Me

All i can say is...The story is ending....

Here are all the other posts relater to 'her':
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/10/waves-before-tides.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/10/understandings-oo.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/10/farewell-day.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/10/everlasting-memories.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/10/night-falls.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/11/odd-dreams-unanswered-questions.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/11/randomness-thoughts.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/11/2-more-days-to-1-month-separation.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/11/my-1-month-separation.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/11/fun-fair-visits-sandakan-2011.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/12/sad-teddie.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/12/old-school-memories.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/12/festives-greetings.html http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/12/determind-teddie.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2011/12/for-first-time-in-my-story.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2012/01/desperation.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2012/02/if-only-we.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2012/02/decision.html
http://cold-heartedme.blogspot.com/2012/03/change-of-heart.html

Whao....i didn't even realized that i post so many posts about her.... =_=